Marla's Philosophy / Marla's Tragedy

“Marla's philosophy of life, she told me, is that she can die at any moment. The tragedy of her life is that she doesn't.” ― Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club ̶͙̰̭̃͆̓̄̚“̵̡̡̻̘̜̬͓̘̪̘̼̜̲̪̂͋̓̍̎̄̀̈́̓̐̽̑͗̍̿̓̃M̷͈̙͇̖̈́ā̶̙͕̜͇̥̘̃̋̎͑͐͝r̷̨̡̞̤͉͔͉̟͇̘͙̺̜̘̓̈́͗͜͜͜͠l̶̥͕͕̖̈́͒́͝ả̸̡̱͙̦̓͛̍́͌͛̋͆̑̇̿̌̓͊̐̋̅̕͜'̵̨̳͖̼͔̭̻͉͎̞̫̮͆̊̂́̈̈͂̀͑͘͘̚s̸̨̟̗͇͚̱̗̮͖̩̳̾̌̃̔̿͜ ̵̡̡̢̯̬̼̙̦͍̺͔͙̜̟͈͚͉͇̦̗̒̔͒́͛́͂̈̕̕̚͝͝͝p̶̢̛̬̈́̅͌͂̈́̾̓̃̽̃͂̈́͑̾̊̇̑̕ͅh̵̡͖̤̲͉͛́̈́̊͋ī̷̢̠̗̯̾̌̃l̵̢̢̨̥̬̮̲̳̤̪̼̹̑̓̊̊͒̈́̿̌̽͜ò̶͍͕̼̦͍̈́̄̈̈́̐͆̀̃̀̓͂͂̕͝͠͠ş̴̡̰̣̩͇̪̪̻͈̪̣͓̹͚̝͇̠̟̓̈́̾̈͜͝o̵̧̮̝̭̭̩̮͈͕͈̙̥̼̭̭͖͕͒͂͂̓̈͗̆̈́͜͝p̴̛͚̤̭̉̾̆̆̋̂̓̐̑̋͛͘͝h̷̲͍̜̦̟̪̭͔̻͙͖̳̼̭͇̉̈́̐̓͌̒̔͝ͅy̷̛̛̘̲̺͋͗̽̈̈́̉́̆̇ ̷̪̙̮̹̗̽̽͛́̉̀̄̇͘͠ò̸̧̪̰̦̘̻̝̩̰̫̖̽ͅf̴̨̥̖̟̳̘̳͇̜̬͈͇̟̉́̉̏̓̊̄͘ ̷͎͉̯͖̟͍͎̼̗̲̟̱̙̭̏̐͌͒̈́̎̑̓̎͌̀͂͑̈̓̇̕͘̚͜͜l̷̩̟͔̺͖͍̹̖̳̖͉̹̬̰̃̾͑̐͊̒̿͒͑̌̈́̃͘͠͝͝i̶̮̪͎͔͈͉͎̣̤̮̻͇͋͋́͋̉̈́̌͗͂́̌̈f̶̨͖̠̭̞͍̳̣͕̼͈̊̏̓̎͛͌̍̅̄̈́̕͝e̶̦̫̤̻͇͎̼̗͆͆͊͋̊̅͛̃̈́̌̈́̿̽̔̅͌̚,̷̰̉̿̏ ̵͍̤̞͙̥̠̝̰͈͎͋̄̒̒̓̏̈́̊̆̈͒̇̾̄͋̐̕͠s̴̡̛̥͚̳̾̈́͊̔̀́̓͛̐̉̆̿̚͝͝h̴͙̬̦͍̼̆̀̓̅̈̇̂̑̋̒̀̚̚͜͝ͅè̷̡̛̺͚̣̭͖͆̈́̋̔̎̐̀̾̑̂̿̇͗͘͠͝ ̸̥̭̻̬̦̬̿͆̃͐͐͑͘͠ͅt̶̛̙͔͇̣͓̟̞̫͇͚̪̰̳͇̯̓̃́̆̓̄͋̏̏̀̎̽͛̂͊̈́̀̕͝o̵̰̣͖̰̬̱̞̻̞͍͖͖͓͕̗̭̫̟̒̇̓̌̅̚ļ̶̡̛̻͔̠̳̟͈̫̣̝̤̍͐͋̃́͛͌̓̈̀̆̏͛̄̔̔̃̕͘͜d̸̨̧͎̲̩̦͍̳̻̭͖̟͕̗̗̰̹̫̜̈̏͊́̔̽̐̿̋̽̒̃̾̂̏͛́͘ ̷͕̯͓̯̪̻̯̤͍͔͉̤̿̆́͝ͅͅm̴͇̎̾̔̎̃̋́̎e̷̢̱̝̪̪̘̳̻̻̼̙͙̦͎̥͒̀̈́́̀̄̌̈͠,̴̡̡̛͚̯̜͔̟̭̫͉̗̺͔͈͕̗͖͖͓̹̆̑̊̑̽̆̋̃̃̅̋̓̅͑̾͗͝͝ ̶̨̧̨̛̠͕̹̟͈̙̙̭̲͓͇͚͙̼̂̎̄͗͑̓́̋̉͗̀̚̕̚ͅi̴̢̡̤̪̟̳̪̞̫͖̻̖̙̼̞͎̼̘̭͜͠s̴̛̱̼̝̮͇͍̭͇̯̮̰̝̱͓̖͒͐̇͛̀́͑͑̅̃͗̓̐́̈́̕͠ͅ ̸̡͇͓̠̰̘̝͕͈͈̭̦̭̥̃̽̌͐̈́̂͘͝ṫ̵̢̡͍͇͈͚̲̰͕͇̟̠̙̜̭̘̟͌͒̈́̃͜h̵̭̪̬̻̆̿̔̍́̋́̌̀͗͋͋̅̎͘̚̚͠a̴̛͈͚̤̜̔͂̐̈̍̽̿̑͊̕͝͝t̶̨̼̦̯͓̠̳̫̝̪̜̖̳̼͕̊̆̇̂̔̎̑̈́̾̾́͛̽̕͘̚͠ ̷̡̼̝͓̤͈̗̟̲̟͈̩̳̯̊̚s̴͚̖̣̿̽̀̌̑̊͛̿̈́̕̕ͅh̴̨̡̤̜͓̹̫̫̙͎̬͍͎̠̬̞̲̥̖̀̾͋̾̍͝e̸̛͕̭̮̜̯̯͔̯͈̼̪̩͓̠͕͖ ̶̡͙̬̮̰̣̻̺̮̎͊̄̄͂́̕̚͜ͅc̴͇͕̺͓͒̈́̔͒a̶̧̧̢̖̗̰͙̫̤͒͆͌̎́ͅṇ̸͛̈͗̇͗̃̔͆ͅ ̶̛͚̼͉͖̰̠͈͇̦͇̖̹͈͈̌́̿͗̔̑͂́̐̀͌͗̀̚͜ͅd̷̮̳͖̓̈̑̒͆̿͂͒̐̈́̇̅́̔͊̔́͘͝͝i̴̻̟̲̗̖̯̊̑̏̈́͗̍́̈̌̒̐̇̈́̌̍̚̕͝ͅͅȅ̷̥͍̲̲̟̔̋̐͂̔̌̀̌̃̀̔͒̕ ̷̱̥͔̖̼̱̝͖͙̟̥̳̄̉̓̈́̈́̔̆͜͜͝ͅͅą̶̧̨̢̣̻̘͚͕̠̲̫̯̖̫̪̙̝̩̂̀̀̈͛́͊̽̈́̄̅̕t̸̢̠̪̮̎͊͝ ̸͖̰̜̩̠͈̘̙̅͒̿̈́̓̾͂̋̇̄͆̔̌̎͌̚a̶͙͈̬͐̄̔̀͒̕n̴͇͈͚̉̒̀̿̎ÿ̵̢̨̺̻͔͙̳͚̼̪͙̣̜̈ ̸̬̌̾́́́̍͒̌̍͆͛̇̓̀͛̈̚̕m̵̢̡̛͎̦̭̅̓̄͗͑̿̄̀̿̄̇̕͜o̵̧̢̘̱͕̜̺̤͍̠̭̾̊̆́̉̔̇͑̒̏͑̕͜͝m̵̧̧̡̲̯͉̽̏͌̾ę̸̻̯̝͕̪̜͚̬̟͚̫̮̖̦̰̥̀͑̈́̑͜ͅn̷̗̰̤̜̝̑̌̈́̅̾͌̔̔̏̔͑̏̃̓̈́̚͠t̵̝̲̩͍̝̗͉̦̞͍̮̺̥̫̪͚͗͠.̶̧͍̹̳͍̫͙̺̺̻̩̟͇͔͖̱̟̗́̅̏͐̍͆͗̎͗̉̆̈́͂͂̊̽͆̅͂͝ ̵̭̑̽̌̆̃̃́̍̍̃̋̄̑̓̎͘͘͝͝ͅT̸͓̮̖̖̺̓̅̓̊̕͘h̵̹̤̐̃͂̀͋̽͊̽͗̔͗͒̂̈̌̂̀͝͝͝e̷̗̘̋͒̎̽͑̈́͛͘̚͠͝͝ͅ ̷̙̖̗̹̒̄̈́͗̀̊͊͗̍̚ț̴̡̨̱̝̙̱̝͎͍͉̲̦̩̫̙̠̆͐́̈̊͒͒͋̆͒͒̈́̍̍̄̕̚̚r̸̨̧̧̛̹͓̹͎̗̽̅̄͂̐̑̑͒̎̌̐̑̚͜ą̸̙͙͙͙̼̇̍g̷̛̛̞͇̫̠̣͙̰͔̤̼͔͕͓̖̥͍͍̼̀̓̽̇̃̀̾̽̉̉̍͠è̷̢͚̣̤͙̝̯̳͕͚̼̮͙̙̣͙̩͂͊̇̈͐̿̀̋̈́̾̀̀̕ͅd̴̛͈́͌ẙ̴̫̦͆́̄́͋̃̊͑̍̑̃̍̾̀͝ ̷̨͎̮̭̱̣̻̗̤̻̟̘͍̻̻̰͎̖̓̓̐̓͗͆̈́͒̔̊̿͠͝͝ͅo̷͈͚̜̦͖̻͇̮̓̍̑̏͗̅͌͝f̵̨̢̢͖̥̟̪̘̤̹̦̙̯̭̺̲̳̱̭̒̐̐̀̄́̅̃̉̏̒̚͝͝ͅ ̷͚̺̙̻̐͊̽̌̈́̽̕h̵̡̦̲̼̣̹͙͚͈̪̺̰̬̪̱̝̹̣̘̫͂͐͌́̂̌̄͊̈̃̒͊͘̚̕e̶̦̺͙̝̦̳̳̻̺̤̒̄͌͛̂́̆͑̆̈́̎͌̾̽̕̚͘̚͜͝ͅr̵̡̧̢̙̼̜̫̞̥̬͈̜̦̟̀̓͛͒̋̐̕͜͝ ̵̡̛̛̳̽̑͂͒̄̐̽͌̑͗͗͂͠͝͠l̴̫̹̾͛i̸̢̢̡̝͚̼̣̘̤͕̩̮͕̅̄̏̿͐̈́́͑̓͌̽̈̓̐͠͝f̷̪̀̈́̓̅̑̆̈́̏͛̈́͆͌̿͌̒͆͠e̵̡̛̝̠̮͚̐̄̾̈́͊ ̶̤͙̔̽̏̄̕̕͝i̶̻̰̳̓͆̑̌̔͆̌̚͘ş̸̨̢̨̯̜̘͔̫̖͙̻̟̟͙̥̟̲̏͛͌͂̽̿̅̓̾̍͑͌͘͜͝ ̵̢͉̫̼̥͙̳͈͍͔͙̥̮̭̱̟͇̓̍̐̿͜͝͠t̸̢̤̠̰͕̣̳̱̩̤͇́̅̏̇̔͋̾͐̾͛̕͠h̵̨̝̬̱̊̑̾͐̽̀̓̊͑̈́̉̾̅͐̃̃̓͠a̴̝̹̮̋̃́̆t̵̪̦̩̩͕̮͍͐̅͛̾̒̽̃̓̈̔̑̿̌̍̌̋͝͠ ̵̲͌̊̇̇̈̀͌̌͑̅̈́̾̌͗̒͘s̵̨͓̖̭̣͔̫̠̍̈́̈ḩ̶̢͉̟͚̦͔̮̭̹̩͇̦̤̍͜ͅͅe̸̼̰͖͖͈͙̭͂̆͂̾̉̈̆̀̎́͆̄̊̒̊͐̚͘͝͝ ̴̢̻͈̥̪͊̋̃̉͒̀̎͒̇͋̈́̈́́͒͋̚͜d̸̡̞̱͔̘̖̤͖̟͎͔̦̩̥̞̱̯͚̣̈́͊̆̾̓͗̃̎̇͌̓̀͗͛̇̇͝͝ö̶͚̟̯͉͕́̒̌̍̾̒̽̉̊̾̎͗̀̅̕͝é̸͇͖͎̮͓̙̩̲̘̟̠̗̾̎̿̊̽͑̽̊̿̃́̍͂́͂̒͜͝͝s̷̡̧̧̖͈̝̰̫̗͈̺̜̳̭͎̔̓̋͗̂͛̕ṋ̷̨̧̡̬̻̻͙͈̰̤̭͈̳͖̺̱͈͚̍̊͆̈́'̵̡̨̧̼̭̝͈͕͓̩̲̠̪͔̓̂̋́̆͆̃̀̈̉̓̅͆͜͠t̴̫̩̜̟̘̜̥̩̱̮̺͓̩̒̂̎͛̅͜ͅ.̶̛̪͔̋̂̉̏͛͊̾”̷̨͚̯̗͌̔