Creative process is way more difficult than most people imagine, we don’t just create and sell art, it all evolves a big social media pressure, anxiety and emotions and so much more for each piece and during all that, things might get better or not.. In my case it didn’t, my head is a mess and decided to hide myself in art but in this way I lost social media presence, supporters and all the bear market just became harder than ever.
I trully don’t know why am I keep trying and still creating new works but something just tells me too, art has became my therapy, a way to push away all those demons and allow me to feel and get better during time, but for how long will this keep being so bad and depressive? Hopefully it will not last forever and it’s all a momentum where I took advantage to create amazing pieces, if not Idk for how long will I last creating pieces that makes me realize how broken I am