There are times when emotions are the worst but to be fair I can't let things go so easy as that, I can't ignore my sadness, my rage, or anything else, all that has built the person I am and that's everything I have, my emotions were the only ones that didn't leave me behind that betrayed me(in some way), they were always there to help me find the best way to react in any situation, so now its time to stop fighting against them and finally embrace every single one of them. Who could tell how far I would have come... I don't know, actually, even I doubted everything that I had achieved to this day, everything seems unreal. So pay attention to what you´re doing because life is right in front of our faces...I always thought that when I was down life was unfair to me but actually, it's because it is supposed you be like that, the people that struggle are the ones that succeed in the end because hard work will always pay off. You will not live in struggle forever, everything somehow will come to you, so stop fighting your emotions, stop holding your tears...Believe me, are things hard to forget but I have held tears inside me and now I'm damaged, drowned on the inside but is never too late, embrace your hardest demons and get better. At 15 years old I started art to hide and fight all my nightmares using art as an excuse to hide at home, it was bad but like I said before It was meant to be that way and the proof is to look at me now, I've grown as an artist, as a person I got stronger... Nothing last forever <3