There's a time when you don't even know who are you, you lost... Your emotions are messed up, you just don't know how to feel about things, and that's ok, stop being so hard on yourself, nobody is happy all the time, and nobody is perfect, we all had times when we felt down, or that we made a mistake and we made things horrible, but that's all part of the journey, the important lesson to take from those mistakes is to do better, we all have right to have worst moments in our lives, the only important thing is that we see those things as ways to get ready for the future, nothing that happens is for nothing, everything has a meaning you just don't know yet. So stop being so hard on yourself, if anything did wrong don't worry u will get it right next time, stop being so negative about everything around you and see how much you achieved so far!! That's the most important thing to look for... We artists constantly punish ourselves for not being able to create or not be active on social media but sometimes we just need a break from all that, and at first, it could seem wrong but after you do it, you will see that was just a way to make u be possible to look the big picture and create even better things, everything has a process so just trust at it!! Don't be too hard on yourself, life is too short for that and I don't want u to waste it on things that shouldn't bother you<3.