I have this recurring nightmare. It starts with me in a crowded city where no one acknowledges my existence. I am fully aware that I'm dreaming and my nightmare is now beginning. The idea of waking up terrified sends me into a panic. I start to run aimlessly hoping to fully wake up. In my panic I try to take deep breaths but can't draw air. Desperately trying to cry out for help I can hear the inaudible murmurs gasping for air in the real world. When I awaken I take control of my breathing as my body sits paralyzed, unable to move. When this dream occurs my mind is giving me a warning that I am losing hope. It is time to reevaluate what I am doing and find a new hope that works better for me
