alt+

🪞 i have found myself wondering if bouncing back and forth between these alternative realities is the answer to ever finding my true self. i'm the same person in my love life, family life, work life, friendship life, however i can see myself projecting such different vibes in each situation, that it's hard to find my core. is it really what i'm doing? trying different reality alternatives to realise that who i truly am, i can never expose thoroughly in the presence of others? feeling like multiple ghosts inside a body, taking shape each time as myself, however, emotionally and mentally acting completely different. is this who i ended up being? a ghostly memory of who i once was?