what's this strange feeling? of being like a ghost outside my body, feeling the deep burn of my nerves, feeling my eyes flickering faster and my heartbeat falling out of sync...what's this thought that keeps hurrying me up even though i don't have any place to go? is it gonna leave me alone?
at the time i'm writing this, dazed and confused, i'm moving forward. to somewhere where my bad thoughts no longer control myself, somewhere warmer, quieter...to nowhere in particular.
