Bloody Emotions

Artists aren't ok if they're creating because they are running or not trying to face some emotions... And that's fucked up because we let those emotions grow on ourselves, and honestly, I know is wrong but I can't deal with them, I'm probs messed up and my emotions take the best out of me and all that can be seen in my art, descriptions in everything I do, but this is the main reason I'm still creating. I know how wrong I am and I don't anyone to face the same emotions I have to... The loneliness, depression, feeling scared of others do the things I think... Those are things I want you all to avoid, I'm doing my best to help you all, unfortunately, can't support you financially but I'm doing my best on the emotional side. It's so easy to judge artists about their art but most people don't even get what is like to be an artist, we have to deal with so many judgments from people that aren't even in our shoes, mean comments like " Even I could do it better" - But had u those feelings? had you created something meaningful as those pieces? Most people judge art instead stop and think how it was made, what is it about, and what is the message behind it, and that only makes us more insecure. We have so many eyes looking into us that make it harder, making us believe that we have to deliver a lot, that all pieces need to be great, and if we don't do that we will not make it... Life ain't fair for everyone just please don't give up and let your emotions/thoughts rule your head.