Reassembly Required

Sometimes all you need is a restart. There’s a certain anxiety that comes over me just before I start to create. The fear of not being able to produce something that I'm happy with is a daily hurdle. It’s very frustrating when nothing works. I really dread that and at worst times it adds to my depression. I created this piece during one of those times. I felt exhausted and empty. I remember getting through it by slowing things down, gathering myself and removing all pressure. I needed to go back to the mindset when I first started doing this and just have fun. Created in Cinema 4d, Octane and Photoshop