Tired, exhausted, vibrant.
Living in the order with a brain full of disorder. The brain just wants nothing and everything.
Wake up, it is morning.
Anxiety is running in the veins instead of blood.
Can this fade if you take the blood out?
Every oxygen molecule is tearing your lungs apart.
Can this fade if you take the lungs out?
On the top of the world, as well as incredible pain, incredible anxiety and a pinch of indifference at the same time. Why are we forced to experience such opposite feelings?
Fluctuation continues, losing control, having difficulty even perceiving surroundings. The hopelessness, emptiness, energy, self-confidence and pain increases every second. Every part of the body is falling apart, losing track of time.
That is just awesome and life is beautiful.
