Dopamine

Welcome to Candy Land, the brain of a creative. Full of sugar and sweetness, laughs, fun rides... creative blocks, not being ENOUGH, self rejection, beating yourself black and blue inside your head when you SHOULD create magic but it just doesn't bloody happen. Oh, but... the good times! They make you forget, they make you go back. The dopamine rush when your creative child is finally born. You lick your wounds, you forget, you start again. One hell of a drug.