The peaceful release of negative worries

""....It was as if my head burst, my body became almost like broken crystals ,I see liquid thoughts floating and solidifying around me. Was this the reality I deserved? Or had I inflicted it on myself out of guilt knowing that I was not spending the gift of life well? What life then? The "real" one, the "virtual" one? The difference was hard to grasp as the event horizon grew further and further away...."" 3d digital sculpture, 6 000 X 6 000 render pixel