What life can you choose to live? How much work is required to live it? how long will it take to be created? Is it a preparation to create it or is it postponed out of fear? How much of our way of life is structured from fear? How much fear is at the base of our comfort and personality? If you don't know the life you want, why should you find it in the things you already know? What is the relationship between uncertainty and discomfort in order to live an authentic life?
Life is always uncertain with the future. It seems that this uncertainty is avoided with comfort, as if life only exists when it is under control, and under the sensation of knowing. Control and fear seek to reduce the act, filling it with excuses, assumptions and arguments to not do it. Our fear wants comfort, while our desire is out of control because it wants freedom. Our fear leaves us where we should be, and our desire leaves us where we had not thought we could feel.
Sincerity with oneself and deciding one's life are the same force that confronts fear. Of course, not everyone will be able to choose, but I think it is one of the most worthwhile things to try. That new life is built on attempts and that empowers the self character, because at some point, you can go through conflicts with confidence despite of insecurity. It is a profound challenge and both pleasure and displeasure will be dignified of that hope-creating liberation.
Escape, get out, free yourself, heal by taking charge of the pain and your potentials, and love beyond fear, control, possession, illusion and love the difference. Love truly with revolution, sacrifices, creativity and with all your heart.
"Can you really know what you want?"
It's always a gamble when you decide a life, you never know.... and I decide to bet, YES!
• This artwork is my Genesis on SuperRare and also the first created with my new black and white handmade graphite technique, it was made for the cover of the book "Mirar al cielo" by the Chilean writer Cristian Jacob. And it was painted with digital colors especially for this NFT.
