A piece inspired by a heartbreak that seemed inevitable, I actually wrote a long poem about it. A 2022 piece & poem.
To A Asshole:
You've made it hard for me to trust
You've made it hard for me to love
They thought I was gonna break you
Turns out you're the clumsy one
They thought that I was gonna shake you
Im the one whose shaken up
Im the one chain smoking blunts, & fuckin' up my guts
They said I was gonna hurt you
Im the one who turned up hurt
They thought I was gonna merc you
But you the one behind the gun
Giving me mixed signals
Lying , lying, lying, fronting
Shoulda left you when ur own daddy had told me to run
Shoulda left yo ass when words and actions ain't match up
Let the red flags wave bc I thought i was in love
I did a lot of stuff because I thought i was in love
This could be my karma for how i treated my past ones
This could be a sign that ion have no time for fun
I would say see you at the top but idk if you can come
When I was going through my grief I thought we'd try another run
But ion even want you back because you're delivery fucked up
& I think I can do better , imma keep on fucking up
tjovault
