Looking at it makes me confused if it’s good or terrible work, I have no idea anymore, I’ve spent too much time on it!
But I suppose it achieved the level of directness I wanted it to have. Which is most important, in this case.
“Lucky Lilac” is a reference to a 5 clover lilac flower, which I later decided to change up for a daisy. Also, to Nina Simone’s “Lilac Wine”.
To me, this piece is about difficulty to feel happy while alone in a room - sounds bad… and yes, it is!
Hence, putting too much responsibility of my well-being on other people and their presence.
Oh and.. I don’t want to advocate for or reinforce any of the things shown here. If they make you concerned, thank you, it is not my intention to present these symbols in a literal sense!
One day I’ll make something subtle, minimalistic and perhaps serene even.. it would truly feel like a milestone since it’s so unlike me :D
Till then, “hyper-whatever” and chaos energy it is.
If you’re someone who stops by to read about my work, thank you, it means a lot, have a nice day!
