These rare light show moments are right at the pinnacle of my search and study of Huzzas, but these searches have been the hardest. They are insanely beautiful, and just, being out there... you feel like you are already in a different realm, but you are challenged at to the ends of your capacity just to survive. I don't know any other way to put it. I do not find any of this easy, but spurned on by support and knowing the experience of witnessing these in person stays with your soul.