I'm Not Enought and I'm Sorry

With everything going, on my emotions just took full control of me, I don’t know what can I do to stop my feelings speaking louder in my head! At this point, art has been my safe zone but it’s getting twisted everyday. While creating I feel secure but still with those thoughts on me… It’s so hard to deal with everything, the whole creation, social media, and my head always trying to push me down! I can’t be this strong for much time. Who ever that said being an artist is easy probably isn’t one..even if you want to let this go, your subconscious will make you draw what you trully feeling from the bottom of your heart making it impossible to you