Wish I was better

What can I say the change has started but all I wish was to be a better person, why do I need to feel so empty about everything its just makes everything so hard for myself during this whole path, has I said before life was never ment to be easy but never thought that trying to be a better person would be so hard. I have been making alot of changes in my daily routine, been studying, creating art, eat healthy and even discovering new art styles so I can mix into my skills but everything feels not enough I feel that I’m not enough and worth of everything that I have been building and receiving. Being an artist isn’t easy social media pressure will be always a thing even more when you lost all your engagement, the whole creative process shows exactly how u feel making us artist “naked” its like if we live on a house made my glass, everyone can see through ourselves and thats so disturbing because I can’t hide the bad emotions and thoughts I have. I/we been trying to became a better artist/‘s but it will take time and I just hope that everyone will wait for me or atleast keep trusting in my art. I just ask you to please be a stronger artist/person than myself Love Loop