I Wish We Never Met

It's been 242 days since this journey started, the collection that connected me in ways that I never thought with this community, but its been also 242 days that all I wish was never met this side of me, a broken, sad, and disgusting side... I have learned a lot about you and from you, making me able to mold myself into a better person, ready to fight and always keep it up even when life's pushing me down. It just disgusted me seeing you growing back into me trying to have your spot again but I won't allow it, I will use art as many times I need to keep myself saint and alive, so takes this as the last letter you will be reading, I have been weak my whole life and now it's not the time, it's not what I want and I'm just feeling tired of you keeping pushing me down when all I want is to succeed and shine, so fuck you, for even trying, for being awake with me in the long nights and for doing such damage into me when I was so young, I was messed up and always had to take with everything by myself but honestly that's something I or anybody else deserves. Now accept this as a goodbye because from now on there will be two different paths. Now for everyone reading this please stay strong everything will be fine as long as your mind stays on the right side, Thank you all for being this supportive and for making me seeing light even when I was creating in the dark, this has grown and that's all because of you so I'm eternally grateful!