I Waited On You

I've seen you despite the sadness and let her out of you, I've seen you cry all night because your heart was broken, but why haven't you seen me growing inside you, ready as never to explode and let all these negative emotions go away, why didn't you let me react in some situations that I KNOW, I would have made a difference? We will never know, and that just makes me angrier, it isn't for you is just because I couldn't help in those times you needed and now look at you, damaged, confused without knowing what the direction where things are moving.. and I'm sorry, I should have done something but I guess I wasn't strong as I am now! But now I know that I found my home and I'm fine with it... because it isn't late at all is always early for a change, and I know that you will make me proud. Nobody told you this before and you haven't been supported as you deserved, even by your parent but everything they said was just because they don't understand this art thing you have been doing and all they want is that you become successful so you can have a better life. Nothing was meant to be easy, but I have been on the outside like I was in and I felt everything you did, and I know it isn't easy, nothing was, but you made it alone, it was hard but you did and that says a lot. Now all I ask is for you to keep your head up and keep creating because this is all that keeps your head clean and saint, for more than I want to help you I'm afraid of myself, I have been held inside of you for so long that I don't know the damage I could make...